Q: What is going on with me? I have so much turmoil inside…………
S: You have reached your inner core. There is much there to heal.
Q: I want to heal it. What do I do? Do I have to look at each and every thing that is there to heal it out?
S: No. You can over ride the purging process by allowing it to flow through and not getting stuck on it. Have an intention to release and allow the process to unfold.
Q: Ok, but it makes me so sad and angry at the same time…..
S: That is because it is coming out in ‘chunks’. There are mixtures of repressed energy that you are releasing.
Q: When will it be over?
S: It depends on your allowing. It is not comfortable because you have chosen to release it and not look at it.
Q: I don’t feel any love inside and really don’t know how to handle this and deal with those around me. Is there some kind of idea you can give me on how to deal with the world and the people in it AND go through this at the same time?
S: Stay in the moment. Know what is going on. Interact as little as possible; pray and ask for help and have patience with your process.
Q: I don’t want to hurt people’s feelings and involve them in my process. Even Michael [my Husband]
S: He is there for you in all ways ~ always. Don’t discount his beingness.
Q: I don’t. He just has his perceptions of me and they are set.
S: He will have to deal with his humanness and grow in the light as well. You both are processing at the same time.
Q: Ok, Sophia. I am losing my connection. I haven’t been able to meditate. It’s like I am changing or something….
S: (chuckle) you are changing. You are completely displaced and for a reason. There is a lot of things happening all at once. This is the time of multidimensionality and you are learning what it is.
Me: Ok, thank you! ♥