I am communicating with you today as I have discovered some things that I need to be forgiven for.
I took a man away from his wife once when I was young and didn’t really know any better. I’m sure it was a big scandal and I didn’t know it. This happened and now I realize I haven’t forgiven myself for it!
Also, I need your guidance in becoming a patient person. I want patience so much that I pray for it! If I had more patience I would be a better Nana. I would make better decisions. I would be a better person and serve God better overall. Can you help me with these things and [help me] find peace with them?
S. Dearest One, don’t be in such a hurry! You have a lot to do here. First you must remember that you have done some things for very real purposes. When that is the case, there are unthinking things that happen. Do not be so hard on yourself.
We all want to find that thing called patience. It is one of the great virtues. It is a learned thing, so if that is your intention, you shall have it!
Q. Sophia ~ I have so much sadness inside of myself!! What is it and how do I purge it and be rid of it?
S. Sadness is a great purifier. It is there because of things undealt with. Sadness shows us where we need to heal and forgive. Sadness is the beginning of cleansing ourselves for healing.
Q. Ok, Sophia, so I have never felt good enough or life has felt to me like I have always been punished. Does this have anything to do with my Mom?
S. Yes. She was a hard one to be born to. Everyone of her children was a situation meant for growth; except for the last child. She could not handle the stress of the world. This is the way of your cycle. There are things that you were born to do, learn, experience, and discover. In order for this to happen things must be set up to create the canvas. Then you spend your life ‘painting’ the picture. There is no one thing you are here to do. It is multifaceted with all kinds of people intertwined in your predestined plan to offer and serve as you grow.
Q. So how does a person know if they have accomplished these things?
S. There is no right or wrong, hit or miss. Everything you do and all you have done is perfect! There is no planned outcome. It is a free will universe and that includes choices. You are always unfolding the plan with every choice you make and all that you do.
Q. Wow, Sophia! That seems like a lot to think about. That feels like infinite incarnations to me. How does one move on from this dimension/planet? I mean, you could be here a very long time!
S. Yes, that is correct. When you have learned all that you can and are ready to drop the free will choice of existence, you move on to other planets and dimensions of peaceful existence. People get addicted to the material realm. And, that is only because they don’t know what lies ahead.
Thank you, Sophia for your assistance today. ♥
This was a session last year when I was struggling with this intense sadness that I have had all of my life (which is now gone by the way!). It felt like a shroud that I was wearing, and I couldn’t understand it or come to terms with it. I wanted to be shown what I needed to do to deal with it and this was the cry for help that I sent out to Sophia. This was the end of last year and it started a healing that took place from then to now that has been rapid but gentle. It is a great blessing to have this assistance! ♥